I hate mirrors. They unforgivingly tell the truth, or do they? When we look into a mirror - we must do so with our eyes. I know, it's a "DUH!" statement - but those eyes are connected to our brains. So, I think we see not only what is 'actually' there but what our brain says is there.
I have pre-conceived notions and thoughts about myself dating back to my childhood. Most are insecurities formed over time that I have allowed to run rampant in my mind - which, I've noticed has jaded my view of...me.
I don't like to look at myself in the mirror out of fear of what I might see, but even in fear - I cannot help myself but to atleast steal a glance as I pass by one.
This morning was an ordinary morning. I got dressed, packed up my computer, stuck my phone and a $5 bill in my pocket - and headed back to brush my teeth before leaving. Brush in hand, toothpaste squeezed - sideways glance in the mirror stolen...I did a double take. Why?! Because I noticed something...my eyes and my brain were seeing the same thing. My straight-from-the-dryer jeans were baggy, and my once semi-tight shirt was just kinda "hangin there." WHAT?!?
I have not arrived at my desired health destination - but I'm driving slowly and with purpose. My goal now is when I pass by a mirror and steal a glance...to find 1-3 positive things that I see. I don't think it's conceit or arrogant to want to see the positive in one's self; in fact, I think it's healthy. Too many times do we quickly state what is lacking or negative in us, and never taking in the good. It's not about vanity, it's about well-being.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall...I don't care if I'm the fairest of all!!!
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